Numb

I do not know what to say. I no longer know where I start and despair begins. Somewhere long the line he dragged me away from her and the next I could fathom I was on the slave rug of the city kennels. I do know where I went wrong. Fuck that, where HE went wrong.

Flexible can go get fucked. Obedient can kiss my ass. Submissive can take a back seat to subduing this unending ache in my chest. Trust is fragile thing, difficult to come by and even more tenuous to hold.

He tore from me the last vestige of what I thought I possessed. I hate him for it. As soon as the curtain came down he was swift to be done with me and that is a lesson I shall not forget swiftly.

Offer nothing but a smile. Advertise nothing but flesh. Faith betrayed, trust shattered. Beware any man who gets too close. This bitch would rather go down in flames than drown in tears.

You have been warned.